im an angel i promise [Friday, October 7th, 2005] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | LOVING toni braxton ] all i have to say is rainsuits (with rain hats) and buckets full of balloons...then running around like goons holding onto the rain hats while being chased by the wet victim now holding a bucket full of water balloons! hahahahahaha oh yes...hi everyone...i dont think i am going to partake in the livejournal thing very much anymore. so hope everyone is well Reply ( 1 ) Comment

oooh its 12:17...thats my birthday:) [Wednesday, September 21st, 2005] [ mood | thoughtful ] [ music | tlc..the orginal ] i stole this from kurt...it will be interesting if anyone responds What would you do if... 1. I died: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. I started smoking: 5. I stole something: 6. I was hospitalized: 7. I ran away from home: 8. I got into a fight and you weren't there? ::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:: 9. Personality: 10. Eyes: 11. Hair: 12. Family: ::WOULD YOU:: 13. Be my friend? 14. Keep a secret if I told you one? 15. Hold my hand? 16. Take a bullet for me? 17. Keep in touch? 18. Try and solve my problems? 19. Love me? 20. Date me? ::HAVE YOU EVER:: 21. Lied to make me feel better? 22. Wanted to kiss me? 23. Wanted to kill me? 24. Broke my heart? 25. Kept something important from me? 26. Thought I was unbearably annoying? ::AND MORE:: 27. Who are you? 28. Are we friends? 29. When and how did we meet? 30. Describe me in one word: 31. What was your first impression? 32. Do you still think that way about me now? 33. What reminds you of me? 34. If you could give me anything, what would it be? 35. How well do you know me? 36. When's the last time you saw me? 37. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 38. Are you gonna repost this to see what I say about you Reply ( 4 ) Comment

[Sunday, September 18th, 2005] [ mood | tired ] [ music | the best i ever had ] i'm a little over these messy games...they need to stop like NOW. so this has been an uneventful day in studying like i knew it would...but it was very eventful in other ways. so life is good. although i think my socket may be infected...cross your fingers that i am just being paranoid. got a really really cute outfit today from gap...and gilmore girls seaon three. it needed to come home. i had had a really bad week and this made it all better since i couldnt get home to see carson. but anyway all quite on the western front for now. i hope the sun doesnt wake me up in the morning because its been doing that lately:( hope everyone had a good weekend...lord knows i did. and how bout them sloppy noles? ) Comment

[Wednesday, September 14th, 2005] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | hear me ] going to target and spending money you dont have-40.00 staying up and laughing until your head hurts-1.50 for coffee the next morning feeling like you are missing the best part of the last two years of your life-priceless in a bad way but hey, there is an upside to this, im getting a lot of homework done ) Comment

[Monday, September 12th, 2005] [ mood | calm ] [ music | brandy and ray j-another day in paradise ] so that quiz i thought i did really well on...i did. i got a 4 out of 5, which sounds really good to me until jackie comes up behind me and is like "oh, you got a b" thanks for raining on my parade jackie. got a lot do to today. have a quiz on the brain tomorrow in lab and i have a presentation in religion. TOMORROW NIGHT MEANS NEW GILMORE GIRLS THOUGH! oh man that is such a happy day! i lost five lbs this weekend from not being able to eat. my shirt that was a little tight is now a little loose. maybe i will run with this and work out. then again probably not. i dont want to lie, its not good for you and lord knows i dont like this gym...TOOOO small and way too many people try to fit into it. anyway, gotta get stuff done. hope everyone had a good weekend. Reply ( 1 ) Comment

[Sunday, September 11th, 2005] [ mood | calm ] [ music | whatever that I hate everything right now song is ] It is my BEAUTIFUL baby Carson's first birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIM! I get to go see him here soon and then I am on my way back to school... My sister rocked this weekend. She took good care of me and watched lots of movies and forced down smoothies and milk shakes and all that happy business so I didn't have to eat them alone. Taylor came and kept me company a lot too. So now I am off to go see my little boy. Hope everyone had a good weekend. ) Comment

[Friday, September 9th, 2005] i want to be able to feel my face! i would rather be in pain, just dont make me feel like my lips is 80x bigger then what it is! ) Comment

[Friday, September 9th, 2005] im gonna write a new book for dumbies...its gonna be called growing up for dumbies... ...it is gonna be 200 pages but all its gonna say is- dont trust anyone with all your heart because they are just gonna rip it out and step on it. as of tonight i will no longer be a door mat...people will no longer walk over me...and i will no longer be the mother goose...i am over caring too much. this is my new years resolution a little too late...i am going to start living for ME. Reply ( 1 ) Comment

[Thursday, September 8th, 2005] [ mood | content ] [ music | the lilo and stitch song ] No matter what happens...no matter how mad I am or how hurt I am...I see his face and everything is ok. He is shaking his head these days...Patty asked him tonight if he liked her and he shook his head...his dad asked him for five...he shook his head...I asked him if he knew how much I loved him...he smiled like I've never seen him smile before. I think my grandpa found a way to come back to me. I think he came back to me in Carson... <3 my favorite boys in the world...Carson and Grandpa <3 got to see patty last night and today and i get to see her tomorrow too...this is a goooood day:) OH and Lilo and Stitch 2 is AMAZING ) Comment

[Wednesday, September 7th, 2005] [ mood | weird ] [ music | silence...doesnt happen often with me... ] i feel so out of it rightnow...i slept 12 hours last night and i am still tired...i miss my baby but i get to see him tomorrow. my mom is freaking out because of this stupid storm (these storms are becoming like the fire alarms last year...i dont care anymore...katie knows what i am talking about) and i just want to sleep. but on the bright side i think i did really well on the quiz i had in anatomy today. i forgot i have to hold the bag for jill until 6 tho...so no playing in the rain until after that. lord knows there are enough puddles out here to play in...AHHH PATTY HAS RAIN BOOTS! she will have to bring them tomorrow. FOUR PEOPLE CALLED ME LIZ TODAY...they deserve pain. anyway...enough bitching...while you were out is on in a few. Reply ( 2 ) Comment

HOW BOUT THEM NOLES! [Tuesday, September 6th, 2005] [ mood | excited ] [ music | the damn theme song...GO NOLES! ] all i have to say is alena i hope you saw that game! because you were probably making as much news up in heaven as i was down here. and my lord for the rest of you...HOW BOUT THEM NOLES. (sidenote:i have turned katie into a little football nerd) rix couldnt beat them...but two freshman got them! F-L-O-R-I-D-A S-T-A-T-E florida state florida state florida state...WHOOOOOOOOOOO! man my throat hurts after that game...soooo much yelling. if i were bobby those boys wouldnt leave practice until they all caught 50 passes! because all those butter fingers...that is BULLSHIT. but anyway, i am so tired...i am out...but man we did it...it took six years but we did it. what away to start a season! DAMN...GO NOLES! Reply ( 6 ) Comment

just thoughts [Saturday, September 3rd, 2005] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | the spill canvas...the tide ] so katie and i were watching movies last night...last night being thursday since technically it is saturday right now. and we watched raise your voice. gooood movie but it made me miss my grandpa SO much. its been four years, nine months, and two days since he left me in the awful place without him. not that is it awful, and it is getting better...but it is days like last night where i just want to talk to him SO badly and hear his voice. or yell at the tv with him over a mets game. or talk to him about nothing at all. but what i miss the most is seeing his face. and then to top all of it off in the movie she has a brother named paul and he dies (sorry if any of you havent seen the movie and wanted to) and then i just thought of losing my brother. to make it even worse then all that i had to deal with so much shit last night. but i am talking to my boo boo right now:) i wish the idea of loss got easier...and i know they say time heals, but whoever said that is a bunch of shit because everday you have after they are gone is just one more day without them. although in the positive it is one more day closer to seeing him again. that will be a good day. when it isnt just his picture smiling at me anymore... <3 to my favorite person in the world...my grandpa<3 ) Comment

Boys SUCK [Wednesday, August 31st, 2005] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | anything kelly clarkson ] You found me when no one else was looking!!! I wish someone would find me when no one else was looking. BECAUSE NO ONE IS EVER LOOKING DAMNIT! Anyway, class has been good this week. I got to cut up a cows eye yesterday and next Tuesday I get to cut up a sheeps brain! How freaking cool is that?! So it is going to be an interesting next week-week and a half. I am having my teeth taken out next weekend and the week after that Michele is having surgery because she has pre-cancerous cervical cancer. I guess this means that I should probably stop being a stubborn ass and go to the gyno to make sure that everything is in line. BUT I DONT WANNA. But I will, in Decemeber when I have to go for my refill for my birth control, I promise. So as of last night I am SO over Stephen Williams. He is a shmuck that hates on the tall ones and he is DONE. But I gotta get onto the reading. I am on call tomorrow so that means that I have all night tomorrow night to get reading done too. But I gotta do it! So ya'll be good and I will talk to you later. TWO FINGERS! ) Comment

lalalala [Monday, August 29th, 2005] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | this song matt sent me...im in love ] i have decided that i really love kelly clarkson these days...she is a really good artist. carson is gonna be one next week...one year old, my little boy who was one pound ten ounces, smaller then most baby dolls, my little boy that stole my heart is going to be one year old. and i am gonna get to be there to see him on his birtday:) although my face will probably look like a chipmunk, but i am still going to get to see my baby. i got a hot eagles jersey on saturday and i wore it today with curly hair...i must say i made it look pretty hot, my hair looked good anyway. and it makes me think of a very awesome person so therefor i LOVE it. OH and the eagles won on friday...kick ohios butt kids. there were seven of us at the mall today...yea, seven girls. remind me not to do that again. i got an outfit for carson tho for his birthday. katie got some hot clubbing shirts and chaundi bought some rediculous crap for her hands for like 24 bucks...but she seemed to think it was a good deal...so we will just nod and smile. classes are going ok, i like my anatomy class because i can understand what he is saying. crap i forgot to read for my religion class...gotta do that in the morning. dont let me forget...thanks. some of my boys came over tonight and we chatted...they are good boys. i hope they know i am not out to get anyone into trouble. i want to have fun just as much as they do...but im in a "fish bowl" HAHAHAHAHA we got a noise complant last night while i was in katie and chaundis room. jackie peeked her head in and was just like oh man. but i was learning how to step...COME ON. anyway...ima go to bed. im tired. two fingers ya'll ) Comment

classes [Friday, August 26th, 2005] [ mood | calm ] [ music | brandy and brian mcknight...they are slowly waking me up:) ] so this year will be interesting. it seems my 1500 level class may prove to be most time consuming. seems a little sdrawkcab doesnt it. yea i thought so too. my religion class makes me feel stupid. all the people in it are like religion minors, so they have theology dictionaries, not usual english dictionaries...in which case means they can talk all theologically and stuff and i get lost and confused and afraid to say anything because to them i probably talk like a kindergartener. my a&p class will be fun. it is a reunion of a&p 1 peps. and i dont have to cut anymore cats up. i do get to analyze my own blood and urine, and i might be a little more excited about that then you would think a normal person would be but i think it is gonna be cool. maybe i will wanna do lab work. i dunno. so i really love all my residents. they seems totally cool...and i have the happening building. there are always people out and about. hopefully this year will go well. i think all the other ra's in the area have figured it out that i havent been on call yet and i think they may be getting upset by this fact. but i did tell them that i would take whatever since all of them had sch. conflicts. so really i was being the nice one. but i am on call the next two thursdays i think. and i am on call on labor day:( sad day. that could have been a GREAT fishing day. but most likely no one will be on campus so i shouldnt have any problems. well i hope all is well with everyone. if people send me letters (colizzel) i will remember their address and hit them back! two fingers duuuudes. ) Comment

carson [Sunday, August 21st, 2005] i miss my baby boy a freakin lot...i cant wait to see him on the 9th and i am so excited i am going to be with him for his first birthday! ah i love that kid... away...life is good. everyone is moved in. the hard part is over. school starts tomorrow :) i am going to bed. ...two fingers ) Comment

my weekend [Sunday, August 14th, 2005] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | anything green day since thats whats on the tv ] can you tell me what is fun about putting me with 56 other people in a hotel where i have to share a bed with a person i dont even know when i have a bed of my own 15 minutes away? i dont know the fun of that either. i mean i guess the activites we did were ok...they would have been more fun if we didnt have people telling us when we were allowed to toss the egg for the egg toss...i mean come on! our sand castle was beautiful this morning! i just wish there were more then three of the seven of us working on it. anyway...ive been home for only an hour and i have gotten like four things accoplished. i mopped all my floors...cleaned my clothes...took a shower...well maybe three, but the next on the list is my rcf's (room condition forms). and i get to watch my munchkins this evening:) AND at the end of this week i get to see my three favorite people...patty, katie, and chaundi. there is light at the end of this road:) Reply ( 7 ) Comment

knowledge [Saturday, August 13th, 2005] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | joe-more ] although mikals idea of knowledge is a little different then mine...i became more knowlegable tonight. is that even a word? oh well it is now. for once i understand someone that not everyone understands. and i am glad i do. i am glad that i got to talk to her tonight and understand just what she is going through. i mean after all she is just like me...cares too much and gets walked over even more. just know there is someone out there that gets you (you know who you are i promise) and she gets me and that is a rare thing. patty gets me...but she doesnt count...she has to get me. i get to see her next weekend:) she is gonna come up on friday and spend the night with me. help me put up my boards and all that. and we are gonna have a blast in the process. training has bought the big one this week. they make us sit too much and tell us the same thing over 900 times! but i did get my door-tags done today. and i got one rcf done...and my door/name plate/tag whatever you wanna call it made tonight. its really bright colors because my courtyard is spooky and dark so im gonna make everything else bright and cheery. so i have one rcf down and 22 left...oh joy! i get to watch drew and jordan sunday. im sure jordan is like gonna be all over the place! im just glad because their parents are trying to work it out for the kids...that is great news. anyway, it is late and im cooking breakfest for everyone in the morning so i should probably get some sleep...why didnt i talk to katie at all today? katie where are you?! ) Comment

[Wednesday, August 10th, 2005] just wanted everyone to know im alive...training bites the big one...i just want everyone to move in already. ill update more later when i have time...gotta go for now tho. ) Comment

training... [Monday, August 8th, 2005] [ mood | groggy ] [ music | john legend ] ...sucks dirty hairy balls. i have had the worst headache the last two days. and they have us sitting all damn day. i cant stay awake if you dont have me moving around and you dont supply me with coffee...i mean come one! they should know, college students...early morning...keep them moving or supply caffine. common sense people! and we got out late today...i was supposed to have an hour and a half and i got an hour...not enough time to take a nap with ample time to slowly wake up from the nap just taken. anyway...need to work on my assignment before i have to go back to training. Reply ( 3 ) Comment

real fast [Sunday, August 7th, 2005] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | its all in my head....over and over again... ] so real fast had my first meeting with all the other ra's in the village...this will hopefully be a fun year. there is one guy and he is cute but i dont know what to take of him yet, tried to start a convo walking back and he didnt bite...so oh well. i know melissa and jackie from last year...they are fun. melissa wants to go sky diving...jump number two here i come. training is going to be boring...it seems like they could finish it in a week but they are dragging it out even longer to make us go crazy. but we are having a retreat on the beach so that should be fun. anyway...have another meeting in 20 so im gonna get going... ...my room looks SO cute:) Reply ( 2 ) Comment

its so lonely here right now...no one will answer their doors:( [Saturday, August 6th, 2005] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | none because i dont have speakers!!! damn little brothers! ] This is how insanely bored I am right now because no one is in their room to meet or play with...ah nuts... Name: Elizabeth Birthdate: 12/17/84 Birthplace: DeLand Current Location: Jax Eye Color: brown Hair Color: brown Height: 6'0" Weight: 170 Piercings: ears Tatoos: nope Overused Phraze: i know i have one but i cant think of it right now FAVORITES Food: salad, smooties, loving firehouse subs at the moment...fruit...other such things Candy: i like hard candy that i can suck on...but im not a big candy fan Number: 9 although i am starting to find it is only bringing bad things on certain days Color: PURPLE Animal: dogs Drink: milk Alcohol Drink: cherly temple (i know there isnt alcohol in it but it makes me feel special when everyone else is drinking) Bagel: everything Letter: the type i get in the mail Body Part on Opposite sex: smile This or That Pepsi or Coke: coke McDonalds or BurgerKing: BK burgers but mcdonalds fries Strawberry or Watermelon: i cant decide i like both too much Hot tea or Ice tea: hot Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla Hot Chocolate or Coffee: coffee Kiss or Hug: honestly...a good hug Dog or Cat: Dog Rap or Punk: it depends on my mood Summer or Winter: winter Scary Movies or Funny Movies: it depends...do i have a guy to protect me? Love or Money: love YOUR... Bedtime: whenever everyone else lets me go to bed...if katies around whenever we stop goofing off Most Missed Memory: spending time with my grandpa Best phyiscal feature: ive been told my butt is a good thing to look at First Thought Waking Up: why does the sun STILL come through my window? Goal for this year: to get my gpa up enough to get an interview with unf school of nursing Best Friends: katie...chaundi...patty...colizzel...taylor... Weakness: caring too much Fears: never finding someone to love me...dying alone... Heritage: italian, irish, german HAVE YOU... Ever Drank: drank no...tried sips of drinks...yes Ever Smoked: no Pot: no Ever been Drunk: no Ever been beaten up: no Ever beaten someone up: yep and im not proud of it Ever Skinny Dipped: no IN A GUY/GIRL Favorite Eye Color: i love blue eyes...but so long as the sparkle is there it doesnt matter Favorite Hair Color: dont care Short or Long: it has to be shorter then mine Height: taller than me :-) Style: naturally his Looks or Personality: personality Hot or Cute CUTE Drugs and Alcohol: no thank you Muscular or Really Skinny: muscular...i need something to hold onto RANDOMS Number of Regrets in the Past: a few too many What country do you want to Visit: i would love to go to italy How do you want to Die: in my sleep would be good Been to the Mall Lately: yea Do you like Thunderstorms: yes if there is a good movie on during it Get along with your Parents: to some i get along with them all too well...yes i have very good relationships with my parents but like all kids they get on my nerves at times Health Freak: trying to be Do you think your Attractive: starting to Believe in Yourself: trying to Want to go to College: im here and i dont want to leave Do you Smoke: no Do you Drink: no Shower Daily: so thats what that smell is...OF COURSE I DO Been in Love: yes Do you Sing: yes Want to get Married: more then anything Do you want Children: lots of them Have your future kids names planned out: i sure do and i keep adding to that list everyday...now maybe my husband will think he has a choice when really i get the name i want no matter what:) Age you wanna lose your Virginity: it depends on the age i have to rings on my left ring finger Hate anyone: guilty Reply ( 2 ) Comment

when you actually start listening to the words of a song...it can get depressing [Monday, August 1st, 2005] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | scars ] so i actually paid attention to the lyrics of the song scars today. man did they hit home. i mean i always knew the lyrics and i sung along...but tonight i actually listened. i think they wrote it for me. everything that is going on in my head right now the song sings out loud. because i sure as hell care too much and then get told that the people i care about more then anything feel like they have no one...talk about ouch. i think that that is going to become my new favorite song because i can relate to it so much. in other news i got to see carson for like three hours yesterday, he is so adorable and i love him so much i dont think i could even explain how much it is that i love him. today i went to a movie with my mom and katee...we went to see must love dogs...very cute, you should check it out. im gonna read the book because i have a feeling the more detail would make it so much better. then i got to see gabs and alla tonight. love seeing those girls. they are growing up so fast i feel honored that they still want to be seen with me. didnt get to see patty today...she dipped out on our previous plans...that pisses me off a little because if i did that to her she wouldnt talk to me for a week. and then i am going to leave friday and she isnt even going to come with me. sooo over that business. thinking too much lately. another kid from my high school was killed in a car accident last week...i think they need to raise the age for driving and i also think it should be a law that your teenager is not allowed to have a brand new car until he/she is 20. more the boys that like to show the new cars off then the girls...but yea...not until they are 20 and i also think that there should be a mechanisim in the car that wont allow the car to go over a top speed...yeah i like that idea alot...maybe i will call the idea channel. anyway i am going to bed i have to go to school with my mom tomorrow...gonna make my bulliten boards early so i dont have to do them while i am in training...smart girl i know. PEACE out duuuuuuuuudes Reply ( 1 ) Comment

so its been awhile [Sunday, July 31st, 2005] [ mood | grateful ] [ music | the sprung song ] camp is over...mixed feelings about that. i really enjoyed my job this summer, it was testing at times (espically when tires blow up on you and your boss tells you to get over it...and when you have to chase a hurricane to get to your site) but i know that i touched some kids this summer and that is what it is all about. besides...i met some awesome people, we all know i have a second grade crush on one person in particular, and i hope that kendall is gonna come down and visit in jville at some point this yr. still havent decided if i wanna do it again next yr or not, but i will decide when it comes time to do so. ok...so call me crazy...but i cant wait for school to start. yes i cant wait to move in NEXT friday:) BUT i also cant wait for classes to start. i am really excited about my classes this semester and i just want to kick ass in them so that i can bring my gpa up and get into the school of nursing. oh what a day that will be when i do get in...that will be a cause for major celebration! i hope im a good ra this yr. i hope my residents like me and if they need something they feel like they can come talk to me. by the way i am in building F so everyone come see me! it will be so nice when life feels normal again. although i dont really know what normal is anymore, but there has to be something more normal then what i am feeling now. there has to be a place that i fit. i will find that place and when i do i will stay RIGHT there. gotta go shower for church...ima see my baby boy today:) i fit when im there...but i cant stay, maybe i should take him with me. ) Comment

[Tuesday, July 19th, 2005] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | can you feel the love tonight ] WHY IS KATIE ON THE PHONE WITH STEVE?!?!?!?!?!?!?! WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY...SHE CALLED ME and yes i gave him the phone so that i could brush my teeth...BUT i wanted the phone back after! AND THEY ARE STILL ON IT (and his hand is down his pants...ewwwwww) ANYWAYS...i went and hung out with catherine tonight...im loving the time we are spending together and her friend told me she was actually excited to hang out with me:) that is such good news. my poor dearest had a bad day today and i could not be there to give her a big fat hug even though she claims that she is ok and will be fine and yadda yadda...EVERYONE can ALWAYS use a hug! im still not getting to talk to my katie because steve is on the damn phone....matter of fact talk about not talking to people...why the hell havent i talked to patty all day today?! PATTY WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU!??? I hope she is having a good day...i get to see her on friday night and i am going to make her sleep in my parents room with me so we can have a big fat bed. anyway i am kicking steve off the phone because it is MY turn to talk to katie and chaundi just hung up on me. i would call patty except for fear of waking her up and getting yelled at. see that face down there...that is for steve stealing MY katie! ) Comment

my week [Saturday, July 16th, 2005] i have gotten to spend a lot of time with catherine this week...good time too...we havent gotten into any stupid fights or anything, just hanging out and spending time with her that i was so jealous patty had gotten and i never did. i dont think she realizes how much i regret the crappy relationship we have, which is why i am so excited right now. we have baked rice crispy treats, worked out, eatten dinner, gone to the mall...just stuff that i have never gotten to do with her and it is really nice! in other news i like steve...there i said it...i like him. but he thinks katie is hot...and both my sisters...which makes me wonder if that means i am hot too, but i dont think i will ever find out. patty got me a hot shirt today i hear:) this is exciting news. poor thing has been home alone all week and i think it is getting to her...NO WORRIES...i will be home on friday night! anyway i gotta go back to steves...i was supposed to help decorate his house today but ive been with catherine all day...hope everyone is having a good weekend! Reply ( 1 ) Comment

EXCITEMENT [Wednesday, July 6th, 2005] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | new jimmy eat world ] OH MY GOSH! What a good day this has turned out to be. so im not capsing anymore, it takes too much time. i got a haircut, got to see bay, grace, and maya, got a new phone...oh wait i got a new phone!!!!! (crowd cheering in the background) this one has a sunflower background!!!!!! oh my gosh the excitement about that one! tomorrow katee found time for me so we are going to go have lunch and then go to clay pigeons and paint for a little. i am going to make alena's mom an angel...this one has a flower instead of a heart on it so i am going to make it...wait you guessed...A SUNFLOWER. (not because that is my favorite flower but because alena has good taste too and it was HER favorite as well) i hopeth she liketh it. i am going to make my birthday be at clay pigeons...we are all going to go and make margarita glasses and then on my birthday that will be the only thing that people will be able to drink out of...dont worry if you arent 21 because mine wont have alchy in it either. so after i paint tay and i are gonna go to the mall...i have to return a bra that doesnt fit me because my boobs are too big and then she is going to drag me around and make me go crazy the rest of the night. yesterday on the way home from ft myers we went to the outlets in orlando...i got fun new clothes...AND a fun new bag (its PURPLE!!!!!) oh man this has been a good week off...ive spent too much money considering it took a whole weeks paycheck to get my phone BUT it is really pretty and i LOVE it. ok...gotta go help with dinner. peace out yo! Reply ( 1 ) Comment

life as i know it [Monday, July 4th, 2005] [ mood | calm ] [ music | energy...LOVE this song ] ok so me being clam...i know that is hard to believe...but believe it because i already used the energy i have for the day on shaving my legs. so last night was interesting...i had two guys tell me they would have sex with me. one told me i would have to have sex with someone else first because he wont do virgins because there are too many strings attached...so now he wants me to bang someone else so that he can get his piece and not feel bad about it. hmmm let me think...thanks for the offer but no. however he did tell me that he thought i was sexy and if i should off more of myself i would have to beat guys off with a stick. i would have to agree because they would be throwing clothes at me and some of the buttons might take an eye out. on a positive note i am very content with me and boo boo's relationship right now. something about him calms me and i like that feeling. i dont know where this is going to lead...but i am going to take the chance with him. he was typing in italian last night...that was hot, now only if he learns how to speak it...then the angel might lose her wings. oh boy oh boy...so i didnt go to bed until 4 last night, or i guess this morning, and patty got me up at 9:30 when she was getting ready for work. im not too sure how i am still awake right now but i am. i think i should probably go help my mom some more before she comes yelling. happy fourth everyone! pea love! oh and i gotta go try to get up to have lunch at pattys resturant...my little girl is growing up and working WAY too many hours a week! but i do get to spend all day tomorrow with her!:) Reply ( 1 ) Comment

stole it from chaundi who stole it from meghan...keep it going [Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005] [ mood | cranky ] [ music | the theme to while you were out ] 1. My uncle once: made my day when he came to my swim practice 2. Never in my life: would i ever be as mean to my friends as chaundi is to me 3. When I was five: i liked barbies...its true i did 4. High school was: a horrible waste of four years and i would never do it again 5. I will never forget: all the crazy nights katie and i were supposed to go to bed early and then stayed up until all hours of the night making shadow puppets 6. I once met: two crazy rapper wanna bes superbowl weekend 7. There’s this girl i know who: rocks my socks off and i would not have nearly as interesting a life without her(them) 8. Once, at a bar: for my sisters 21 birthday i got on the bar with her and danced...i know...you dont believe me 9. By noon I’m usually: wanting it to be 3 oclock so that i dont have to be around the kids i have this week 10. Last night: i talked to mikal about things i would never have imagined i would tell a guy i have only known for three weeks 11. If I had only: talked her into going to jax for the weekend 12. Next time I go to church: i am going to ask god if he must continue to test me...i dont like tests 13. Terry Schiavo: i agree with chaundi...she is gone...leave it alone 14. What worries me most: is that i will never find a guy that will love me unconditionally 15. When I turn my head left, I see: sam and henry 16. When I turn my head right, I see: a side table with a phone on it 17. You know I’m lying when: i just dont even try to lie because i am no good at it and i dont want to be lied to so im not going to lie to you 18. What I miss most about the eighties is: tying up the shirts with those little plastic thing and when wearing pigtails was ok 19. If I were a character written by Shakespeare, I would be: none exsistant because i wouldnt have worn the clothes they had to wear 20. By this time next year: i will HOPEFULLY have my own car 21. A better name for me would be: there is no better name...i am elizabeth theresa marie dovi damnit...that is IT...well lulu itabits or itabitilles might work 22. I have a hard time understanding: peoples true feelings 23. If I ever go back to school: i will be back august 5th baby 24. You know I like you if: i cry around you 26. Darwin, Mozart, Slim Pickens, & Geraldine Ferraro: that is what i hear when i am being drug around the mall 27. Take my advice, never: date the guy your sister likes 28. My ideal breakfast is: oatmeal and hot tea 29. A song I love, but do not have is: that new natalie song energy 30. If you visit my hometown: you are dumb because there is nothing there besides me and boston coffee 31. Tulips, character flaws, microchips, & track stars: i am DONE with english 32. Why won’t anyone: let me be me and love me for it 33. If you spend the night at my house, don't: come if you cant handle nose and me and my sister fighting at least once 34. I’d stop my wedding if: one of my friends stood up and told me to 36. I’d rather lick the belly of a cockroach than: polish a mans winkie 37. My favorite blonde is: brad pitt for the moment 38. Paper clips are more useful than: pads 39. If I do anything well, it’s: be a friend 40. And by the way: i really want a house and a dog other then that i am just ready for this week to be over. and i might get to see chaundi on friday...to bad katie wont still be in jville.:( i miss my katie...she rocks me socks off. i havent talked to her in a long time tho. patty called me tonight and she sounds tired...i want to hang out with her this weekend but that doesnt seem like it will happen ah nuts Reply ( 2 ) Comment

[Tuesday, June 21st, 2005] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | gilmore girls theme song ] guys i really dont like this kids not liking me thing. it doesnt happen to me...ever..and now tey dont like me because of my skin. THIS SUCKS. some of them did come around today because i kicked all their butts in kickball today. told them i would and i did...BAM. AH gilmore girls again! the tv sure does know how to turn my day around. anyway, it is my mom, david, and mikals birthday today so i have a few phone calls to make (to my mom and mikal, im not talking to david for the record chaundi...) my mom liked her swing for the record, it just kind of showed up on the porch when she went out to get tigger this morning, it made her cry...i rock. haha...and smell so im a go take a shower. ) Comment

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